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[23 May 2007|05:48pm] |
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So I'm kinda getting fed up with a bunch of my friends. For the past couple weeks, none of us are really able to get along. I don't mean to put the blame on everyone else or anything..but I'm honestly the only civil one in the situation. I'm the only one making an effort to obtain peace among us all and just stop all the bickering. I mean yeah, I vent about things and people..but it's not like I talk about people behind their backs. If I have something to say to someone, I will tell them straight to their face with no problem at all. I really just can't handle all the immaturity that my one group of friends keep dishing out. It's really just one person in particular who's creating all the tension..but it's eminating to everyone around him and creating problems. I really just wish everyone would grow up and stop the fighting. It's petty, immature and pointless.
I get more and more concerned as my birthday gets closer. Maybe that's selfish or whatever..but this Sunday, if my birthday sucks because one of my friends has to be a child..I don't even know what. My last birthday was bad enough, I don't need this one to be ruined. I have nice plans for my birthday this year and I refuse to let something stupid go down. The first person to start drama of ANY sort, is getting kicked out. I don't care who the hell it is..but the second they say something, they're out. This is my 16th birthday, it's supposed to be special..and I'm going to make every effort to make sure it's special because no one else is really going to the trouble this year. Whatever whatever, I'm going to enjoy this one way or another.
Speaking of my birthday, Kevin decided we should hang out before I go out with everyone else. That's probably not going to happen...so I'm thinking of alternative plans. Ideas anyone?
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| HOW PREDICTABLE! |
[19 May 2007|10:08pm] |
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So as anticipated, Kevin has blown me off AGAIN. It get's better this time though. Last night I confronted him about how he keeps blowing me off and he apologized and promised to hang out with me today and demanded that I call him as soon as I wake up this morning so that we can make plans. So this morning I wake up, and I call. We make plans to go to the mall at around 12. He calls me back and tells me that he has to go pick up his car, and should be back in a half hour. I go online about an hour later and IM him, and his friend Nick answers telling me he's not back yet and such. So I'm like "eh whatever..I can wait.". Kevin comes back and we talk about our plans and he goes on about how he has to go to Nick's house to help him clean or whatever and that he should be back in an hour and he "promises that he'll hang out with me today no matter what". I knew that was complete bull when 3 hours later, he still didn't call. I wasted basically my entire day waiting around for this kid to call and he never did. So fuck that.
Instead, I wound up making plans to go to the movies with Brandon, whom I adore. We saw The Invisible, which I thought was a damned good movie! I recommend it to eeeeeveryone, I really liked it.
I have no idea what I'm doing tomorrow..but I hope I get out of the house. Even if it means that I go lay outside in my backyard in hopes of getting a smidge of color...knowing my skin, I won't. Oh well, I can dream.
"...that woman looks like she has a bonsai tree on her head."-Brandon
"excuse me?"-Me
"You know those little trees they grow in Japan? Well she has one. It's on her head."-Brandon
Gooooooooooooooooood times.
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| Thanks for the "nudge" Mel! |
[18 May 2007|09:35pm] |
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So I just recieved an e-mail from livejournal telling me that Mel is "nudging" me to update my livejournal hahaha. I miss updating this thing..so here goes nothing.
So since Nicky and I ended everything in early Feb., I've managed to go through 6 guys; four of which I dated a period of about 5 days each before breaking up with them because I'm stupid haha. I really am relationship-retarded, I think. I keep breaking everyones hearts because I have no idea what the hell I want. So essentially, I'm just going around hooking up with guys. Whore-ish? Maybe..but I'm having fun without obligations, which is nice. Kevin, one of the guys that I dated that I'm currently "with", is pissing me off. Three times this week (tonight being one of those times) he's made me reserve my afternoons for him, and somehow manages to not hang out with me =). I love it, really I do. Tonight he said he had hockey practice, and I looked at his away message and now he's "hanging out with deni<33". I mean, whatever man..I don't give a shit who you're with or whatever, but at least have the courtesy to tell me that you're not gonna chill with me. Don't make plans with me if you're not going to follow through with them, simple as that. We're actually supposed to hang out tomorrow haha. I wonder how that'll go. Whatever, whatever. It's all good.
Afterschool, I went straight home. Normally I never EVER do that. I always find myself in Starbucks or Tacobell with mah crew. But today I wanted to rest up since Kevin wanted to hang out..but we all know how that went! Anyways, I figured that Kevin was gonna blow me off anyway, so I headed over to Melissa's where I had a most amazing time. I chilled with her, Brandon and Vinny (who I haven't seen in forever because he's been in the hospital). We had goooood times. We hung out at the pizzaria, where I proceeded to eat all of Vinny's garlic knots because Vinny's not allowed to eat food haha. Then we went to Melissa's and watched Borat<3333 which I've seen about a scillion times, then The Decent. Dude. Let.me.tell.you. Parts of that movie seriously scared the living day lights out of me. I was clinging to Brandon the ENTIRE movie. At one point haha, all four of us wound up huddled together, peeking over the blanket cause we're lame =). I'd recommend that movie, but if you do watch it...stop it after the part where the remaining girl gets out of the cave; everything past that ruins the movie.
SOOO yeah, now I'm here. Being bored. Woo.
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[11 Aug 2006|11:14am] |
I need to get out of this house right now. This entire summer, if I wasn't in Europe, I was home watching my brother and doing nothing. This is becoming very very depressing. I have absolutely nothing to do and I consider it a special occasion when I get to leave the house. Pathetic? Yes. I really wish I could get my license and drive, that way I could bring my brother somewhere and then just do whatever the hell I want.
Life has been really good since Nicky and I broke up. I still feel pretty bad for him, but hey. What am I gonna do, right?
I'd like very much to go clothes shopping before school starts.
Tomorrow my mom and I are going into the city and that makes me very happy =).
Oh speaking of the city! I'm very excited to go in on the 26th with Alex to see Big D and Rancid! Her and I haven't taken a trip into the city in SO long..it's a much needed adventure.
Well that's really it..I don't have much else to tell.
P.S.-I feel like my vocabulary and grammer skills have been lacking ever since I got back home. Being cooped up is destroying what I've learned. This is horrible.
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| I'M HOME! |
[01 Aug 2006|06:02am] |
Hello all =). I'm back!!! Yes yes..lucky you, I know how much you've all been dying for me to come back (shutup.) So it's about 6 in the morning..I've been up for an hour and a half now. I just happened to have left my biological clock in Europe..I'll have to retrieve it one of these days ;-).
So I got home Sunday night..and yeah. I've never been happier to be home in my entire life haha. They don't have cranberry juice in Europe O.O. Yes..shocking, I know. But I'll get to all the details and pictures in my next update. SPEAKING OF PICTURES, I lost my camera. Yes, my brand new camera that my mom got for me the day before I left. It had hundreds of great pictures on it..and I, of course, leave it on the streets of Troyes, France. Go me. So yeah, next post will contain pictures (that I've stolen from all my other Europe Escapadees) and lengthy stories that will make you laugh, cry, and pity me. A lot.
Whelp, I hope you all had a lovely 20 days without Amanda! But I'm back, and here to serve =)
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[11 Jul 2006|12:16pm] |
Whelp..this is nice. My last 3 hours in America will be spent sitting home alone with my brother..watching Lilo & Stich. lakjsdfdsfklsd SOMEONE COME VISIT ME BEFORE 3:00!!!
Wish me luck in Europe =)
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[08 Jul 2006|11:10pm] |
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So I'm leaving in 2 days and that scares me a lot. I mean okayyyy I'm going to Europe and that's friggin amazing and all..but I'm scared out of my damn mind. I know my PD is gonna kick in..and I'm gonna flip out and make myself sick the whole plane ride there..and then I'm gonna be miserable for about the first week. alfjdds fuck my mental illnesses. Well whatev, once I settle in I'll have a great time.
Today was mine and Nicky's 5 month anniversery =). It was cute, I made him dinner and then we snuggled up on my couch and watched The Princess Bride aka our fav. movie! Tomorrow he's coming over and I have no idea what our plans are..but then on Monday he's coming over at like 9 o clock in the morning and not leaving until midnight haha. THEN..on Tuesday, he's coming over really early, and perhaps coming to the airport to see me off ;-(. I'm gonna miss him so much..that's mainly why I'll be completely miserable for the first couple days/first week of my trip. Oh well..I'll get over it somehow haha.
I bought this really good chocolate cake at waldbaums today. Normally, I'd make my own cake..but I didn't have time what with making Nicky dinner and all. And I must say..this is a damn good cake! I didn't expect it to be that great but gosh darn..it's good!
So heeey, I intend to write a scillion postcards to all my friends while I'm oversea's, if you'd like a postcard just lemme know!! IM me at TooD4rkPark =)
I'm gonna miss everyone a whole lot!
..for whatever reason that reminds me that when I get back, I'm going to Warped Tour on Aug. 5th, and then going into the city to see Rancid and Big D<333333333333 on Aug. 26th, if any of you happen to be going to either of those events, lemme know! We can meet up!
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[02 Jul 2006|10:10pm] |
I've been having a very good weekend!
Friday I went to the beach with Alex and I had a great time =).
Then Saturday I went more Europe clothes shopping with my mom and such..and made some tasty dinner!
And today..I went out on Nicky's uncle's boat over to Tobay Beach and had a lovely bbq/nap on the beach and boat. Then we went back to his uncles house and chilled for a while cause it's his moms birthday..then we went over to Steve's house to work on his sisters car..THEN over to Robbie's house to work on his go-kart =).
OH THAT REMINDS ME. Steve's hamsters just had babies, so when I get back from Europe, I'm taking two little girls off his hands =) I'm gonna name them Weenie and Skipperdee like in Eloise!
Aaaaaaaaaaand that's it!
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[23 Jun 2006|11:04pm] |
RANCID AND BIG D ON AUGUST 26TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN'T WAIT ^.^
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